I am resuscitating this blog. Starting fresh. Starting new. Because I am fresh. I am new. This is a hard return. Stay tuned. Good shit is happening.
At 6:02 pm, on the night of December 31st, 1972, in the maternity ward of Huntington Hospital, on Long Island, New York, a miracle occurred. Not a glorious, angels singing, bells a' ringing miracle. Nothing biblical, world-changing or even local newsworthy. But a miracle nonetheless. On that night, I was born. That may sound pompous … Continue reading The Story of My Life
This is a visual representation of this past Christmas. 2017 And this is will be next Christmas. 2018. Mark my fucking words. Follow me for the next year if you don't believe it. This was the last self imposed "sad" Christmas I ever have. Ever. I will not spend another second inside a cage … Continue reading 362 Days From Now
The saying goes something like this..once you've hit rock bottom, you have nowhere to go but up. Except when rock bottom never bottoms out. Except when the floor beneath the floor gives way to another floor. Except when all hope is lost and when you reach up to grab the light, you stumble further into … Continue reading I have nowhere to go but…
I drank the poison my mind poured for me and now I wonder why I'm so sick.
for ever being here. for ever having this. forever
You're a no good son of a bitch...but I still love you.
I would cross any ocean, no matter how deep or how far. I would stagger through space and time. I would overcome any obstacle no matter how difficult or dangerous. I would fight until my last breath was taken from me. I would claw through solid earth. I would scale any wall, fight any adversary, … Continue reading I would
Last week I wrote a blog called Happiness is…. Go check it out if you haven't already. ...go ahead, I'll wait. It's all about recognizing and holding on to true happiness when you find it. If you have depression or fears or doubts about who you are and what you want out of life, I'd say … Continue reading The Future is a Goddamn Liar
There's no rhyme or reason to this. Christ I wish there was. No warnings. No subtle hints. No clues and no circadian rhythms. I feel good. Positive. Motivated. I'm going to take the world, bend it over my knee and give it a good spanking. Cause it's been naughty...oh that's right..you naughty naughty world. Bad … Continue reading Some Days/Other Days